Kurai.Merodi

Posted 9 Years Ago

wow... that hits hard... really emotional. and I understand but it doesn't mean I like it!!!! but I'm here when ever you need me

Posted 9 Years Ago

I thought u should know why I do what I do

Posted 9 Years Ago

why ?
why ?
A Poem by yvo miki






I understand why but it helps me through the physical pain



I cry a lot because I can no longer take the the pain of the bullies the thing is



They don't understand how much it hurts me when you mean to me



I try to be nice don't you even care that your hurting apparently not because when I left you didn't care and when I came back you keep up the same thing well one day I’m going to brake and yall won’t like it



I know I’m not strong but a least I’m nice you think because I’m quit I won’t snap one day that just because I’m always nice does not mean I’m not capable of being mean will keep it up and you find out how mean I can be



Or how weak I am



How I cannot take this pain for much long



I put on a fake smile because I don't want yall to see I’m weak



I act like I don't care when I care very much



I care when you call me fat



Or laugh behind my back acting like I don't notice



Or the look you give like I’m the grossest thing you have ever seen



Or how you call me ugly



And when people ask you would ever go out with her you say



"Hell no"



The fact is every negative word you say to me



Rips my heart into pieces and



Kills my soul a little



my friends say tell you off well what they don't know even if I do it won’t stop you it’s like you like seeing me in pain



Like you live on my pain



I feel bad about my body because since I was in first grade you laugh and



Tease me because I’m in first grade and wear pull-ups



Well what you didn't know is that I was sick that had a hundred seizers a day



That I could not control my bladder and that my dad would beat



Me every day that my parents contently had fights that they divorced when I was six or that I felt like it was my fault



Did you ever think how you would like it or there where reasons for why I was the way I was or the reason I’m the way I am now

Posted 9 Years Ago

:3 anytime

Posted 9 Years Ago

aww thanks I needed that

Posted 9 Years Ago

>.< love you too xx

Posted 9 Years Ago

lol anonymous I love u as a friend and feel like ur a brother to me ur there when I need u and I thank u for that and steven thanks for being there when I need u too yall are both amazing friends thanks so much

Posted 9 Years Ago

ooh, its cool. I liked it. And there's no rule saying that I'm the only one that can do so, right?

And i'm not her only friend >.<

Posted 9 Years Ago

i made a poem for yvo, i didnt know you did

Posted 9 Years Ago

?? how did you copy me?