CopingWithCaptainMorgan

24-year-old male who struggles with the desire to be happy, the few who want to see me do just that, and all the seemingly wrong decisions I make and words I say that can't allow me to be just that. Ultimately led to pessimism and nihilism.
"One of the biggest paradoxes of our world: memories vanish when we want to remember, but fix themselves permanently in the mind when we want to forget." --Emil Cioran
As for my writing, I know that punctuation isn't normally proper but it all comes with my initial take, the moment when I put pen to paper, and I thoroughly enjoy the works of Bukowski so I do what I do as per my influences and feelings. If it speaks to you I am glad, if it bothers you I am unapologetic.