ginger kitten

I am really trying to find myself again- so this is my cathartic way of spewing out all that comes to mind. This way I can review it all later and sift through the bs to find the pieces of myself. I've lost myself along the way- no, not entirely true. I've grown into this person that I am, but I can't help but believe that there is someone better than what's on the surface. In everyday life, it's impossible to rip through the facades... so here there is anonymity- I can explore without having to look in the mirror- or worse, see myself through the mirrors other people reflect back at me. Not exactly exciting stuff for everyone- but I'm not going to be anyone's entertainment anymore.