Jessenigma

I am an enigma. My entire existence is a contradiction, beginning at the moment of my conception. An Agnostic, German born young woman of Jewish descent. A tattooed and pierced conservative with a fear of mankind and a severe hatred of being alone. An occasional user with a loathing for drugs. Self-conscious and aesthetically pleasing in appearance. Logical and down to earth with a taste for the otherworldly. Figure me out, then explain it to me.