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I think too much, overanalyze everything, am obsessive compulsive and the med's don't help. I am an insomniac, and have been plauged by this since childhood. Over they years it has progressively gotten worse, I have seen 8 am more frequently than I ever have, and 4 am feels early to me now. Tylenol pm is not my friend, it gave up on me a long time ago.

I write everything, lyrics, poetry, my dreams, random thoughts, experiences, both desired and achieved. Lately I have playing my bass for hours just zoning into it. I like to feel nothing, trance out of my head, block out my thoughts that intensely pursue me, even if only for a little while.

I have smoked away my misery, and drank away my dignity. I spend most of my free time trying to find myself, as I have been lost now for many years.

All I really want in life is a sense of solace, and I am trying to follow the path that I am pre-destined to lead. And throughout it all , my insomnia has become my psycholology.


I Love these works/artists/friends




She Left Behind the Pillowcases
A Poem by Mark Anthony Cotterman
from my book "The Beauty of Someday: Poems from a Dysfunctional Heart"



Lifeless
A Poem by Choosing Life


Katie And Her Kite
A Poem by Brian K. Walters
A poem about a fantastic little girl, whose abundance of love never ceases to amaze me.



wait... be still
A Poem by Kara Emily Krantz


Little Sacrifices
A Poem by Bubo


In The Rain
A Poem by The Rock And Roll Cowboy
















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Posted 5 Years Ago


Hi friend, I hope to see you back on the Cafe soon,
it would be great to read your new inspirations ^_^
Kindest Regards, Michael


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Posted 6 Years Ago


Hello lovely :))

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Posted 6 Years Ago


OMG look who it is... I am doing okay... a bit tired at the moment but doing well... how have you been? Where have you been?

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Posted 8 Years Ago


Happy New Year Pictures, Images and Photos

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Posted 8 Years Ago


Christmas Bear Hug Pictures, Images and Photos

Wishing you a warm safe and Merry Christmas sweetie

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Posted 8 Years Ago


DIVIDER BLUE SPARKLE TEDDY BEAR HUGS Pictures, Images and Photos

Saw you online and wanted to send you a hug to let you know you are adored.

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Posted 8 Years Ago


Happy tuesday Pictures, Images and Photos

Came by to say hello stranger and dance on your page, LOL
Hugs
Dale D

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Posted 9 Years Ago


a bear hug Pictures, Images and Photos

Thought I'd stop by to say hello :-) Oh and leave a virtual hug

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Posted 9 Years Ago


I understand that... work always getting in the way of pleasure.

I certainly miss having you around, in fact I might have to put that pic of you in the bikini back on my bio page, LOL

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Posted 9 Years Ago


Well howdy young lady... what's new with you? Are you enjoying life?