Jock Engelman
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Mental AlcatrazA Poem by Jock EngelmanWhat Do you do when self hatred wins; Pushing down until all you feel is sins; Spending endless time wishing to be saved; From mental health and ad.. |
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Till the FinA Poem by Jock EngelmanLost and frightened; Now finally enlightened; To the fact I bottle it all; Now I'm so fried I can't recognise myself at all; Silence makes my eyes.. |
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The Neverending DramaA Poem by Jock EngelmanI run scared from my thoughts; But I can't run from the ghosts that haunt; I know they're in my head; Skitzoaffective disorder wants me dead; Brok.. |
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Stressed At BestA Poem by Jock EngelmanExhausted by my ADHD; Wishing to be free; Cravings haunt me; Glad I'm writing poetry; Cause I can't trust anybody; Fears of rejection are somewha.. |
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My New LifeA Poem by Jock EngelmanTen years past since I poured my heart; Been stuck in an abyss torn apart; A decade and half full of narcotics; Was palming drugs and avoiding anti.. |
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DriftingA Poem by Jock EngelmanI'm back it's been a while. Drunk. depressed. Found out a friend died in gaol 3 days ago stomped, kicked and stabbed to death. He went away on a job I.. |
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The Lifeless ManA Poem by Jock EngelmanSadness, no longer kept inside; It's not an attempt of suicide; The man just no longer cared; Life or death, either way was fine; Dragging his fee.. |
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Afraid I'll Fall AloneA Poem by Jock EngelmanThis feeling is beyond fear;More than anything here;That I will fall alone;Scared of myself;Running from everyone else;Trying to find my own zone;Can .. |
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Bearing a scared heartA Poem by Jock EngelmanLife sometimes will throw a bone; Alas, often it does not, leaving us in the unknown; Whether you walk one street or another; Changes everything in.. |
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A World of CriticismA Poem by Jock EngelmanYou always have something to say to me; Poking fun at all the things you can see; Subtly criticising my style; Always bringing me down; Lower t.. |
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