Aimee Mahathy

Aimee Mahathy

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28 and feeling more like Bukowski than ever

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Bloomington, IL
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About Me

It's been about 6 years since I've been active on here. I haven't stopped writing, but the frequency has changed a lot. I've experienced so much more.
I think I was about 21/22 when I was last active? Now I'm 28.

Recently found out what's actually going on in my brain: Borderline Personality Disorder. Makes sense.
Was finally engaged, then broke it off due to abuse. Then embarked on what would become a chemical dependence on alcohol. Never thought that would happen. But I detoxed, went to the hospital a bunch.

Moved to Portland, moved back to Illinois, left my friend's house after her grandma tried throwing my stuff in the trash while I was at work.

Lost my job due to going into detox. Started smoking again. Realized a lot about my self, to say the least.

I really don't know what else to put here other than I'm really looking forward to getting all of the past horribly wonderful years into words I can make and process.


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Posted 6 Years Ago


Hey stranger, haven't heard from you in a while.

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Posted 6 Years Ago


I've been fine, more or less. I haven't exactly found Nirvana, but I also have jumped off a bridge, so there's that lol

I see you've changed quite a bit. Didn't even realize you had so many blog pieces up (I forget there's blogs on here, even my own! lol)

Checked out some of your vid stuff too.

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Posted 6 Years Ago


glad to see you back.

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Posted 7 Years Ago


Keep crankin' 'em out...lol!

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Posted 7 Years Ago


Wow, you've been writing a lot!

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Posted 7 Years Ago


Me, creeped out? You needn't worry about that, dear. IF anything, with poems like "Camus: a letter to Crane" or "Fist F*****g Ur Mother" - I'd think you'd be the one spooked by me :P

Glad you were honest enough to say that those thoughts crossed your minds. So many ppl on here are so full of s**t.

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Posted 7 Years Ago


Wanna hear something funny? I've been up over 24 hours myself!
I once stayed up four days without even lying down. It's just I am prone to fits of isomnia. Hope all is well pal:)

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Posted 7 Years Ago


cool new hair, btw I'm debating dying my hair blue, but then, I would have to bleach it completely since I have pitch black hair, THEN die it blue, then keep dying it blue, lest it turn green - too much hassle for my lazy a*s lol

Slenderman? sounds like some new Watchmen super-hero...has the ability to squeeze into any slim-fit pants! lol

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Posted 7 Years Ago


ha ha - waiting for a masterpiece, true love, wisdom, winning the lottery...waiting in traffic - bleh lol

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Posted 7 Years Ago


yeah like 2 or 3 bucks for the proof. the 39 dollars puts them on other sites for sale but the basic sells them on amazon and sends you the royalties. I am submitting for the proofs tomorrow after I take a pic for the covers.