RIE

im rei, and im not sad all the time, i like to make new friends and write poetry, im an artist, a musician, and a student, i need to love, but i love to need. i guess you could call me a 'nerd' or 'emo', but those are just labels, i guess i do fit the discriptions pretty well, but i dunno, talk to me, im famous xxxx




x im sad
x im even sadder
x i hate me
x i like girls,[yes, i am a lesbian]
x dont call me a lesbian
x ill kick you
x i am chronically and clinacally depressed
x im a 'schitzophrenic'
x but that doesnt mean im always crazy
x i think ive done everything in the book,
x ask me
x if u wish
x i have probably done it
x im scared,
x very scared xxx


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x scared of my self,
x scared of my friends
x afraid of water
x of seran wrap
x and selaphane
x bags
x and trash cans
x shower heads
x and shower curtains
x im agoraphobic,
x and phagaphobic
x i make reasons to why im scared,
x so i never see the sun
x i am afraid to love,
x im afraid to live
x afraid of windows
x and of ice
x i am afraid to cook
x and it makes my mom disappointd
x i usually never show
x how scared i really am
x but it is all coming out
x and all i can see,
x is the fear
x the list still grows