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i completely love My Chemical Romance. Which defiantly is the best band in the world!! I'm really shy unless your one of my friends and i know you well then I'm probably one of the most annoying things in the world ,but in a good way lol.if that's even possible. I'm not as shy over the internet though so message me I'm usually bored and I'll always reply.I'm super creative i like to read,write,draw,paint,and write songs ,but i hate to sing because i suck that bad.English is my favorite subject believe it or not It's been my favorite subject for a long time.Yes i look kinda sorta like I'm emo but I'm not.If you think I'm emo then your Homo.Aw, that was mean I'm sorry.i take it back really. Oh yeah which brings me to this if i say something that could even be considered mean,offensive,or i hurt you i may never stop apologizing.

so i don't think that I am anything special or any better then you. Keep that in mind. I am anything but simple, but not nearly as complex as you�d think.

I�m 90% superficial along with cheap temporary thrilled habits. The other 10% of me is what I intend to find, and intend to grow in. I�m just a normal girl that sees the life in a diferent way that's why im very diferent

trying to live each day, time goes by too fast, you don't even know how fast time can go, but how slow your mind really is, next thing you know your sitting in a room all by yourself; thinking of how much life you have. I want to know what it�s like to wake up next to someone you are absolutely head over heels in love with and to just stare into each others eyes and get lost in forever, and talk the day away with it only feeling as though one minute has passed.

i've changed a lot lately (again) so i decided a profile update was necessary. i've learnt that life is fundamentaly built up of our past mistakes. that's what builds us up; makes us stronger. sure, there's things we'd change if we could start a fresh, but then we'd be a completely different person. there's no point in me dwelling on past mistakes. they've been made and there's nothing i can do now to change them. i'm focusing on the here and now. my life seems to be getting back on track. i'm meeting new people and getting closer to those already close to me. life is a game; it's best to make the right moves, play it right. it's sad that it is only human nature to take our lives for granted.

I'm complicated, there are so many things that make me who i am, and some you will never understand i am impossible at times, and completely easy going at others i'm the kind of person who will randomly call you to say i love you, i don't like being alone, and so i surround myself with friends, love my friends and i love making friends. i'm the one person you will never truelly understand. I'm extremlely NOT-social and over emotional- i consider myself to be a kind person, you should get to know me, because if you don't, I'll seem like just another lean on. theres people in your life you meet and never forget, i want to have that affect on people.


i also love music and the mysteries that surround space and the universe. clear nights are lush and i'll take every chance i can to go out and lay out under the stars. i'd love to do this with the somebody who means the world to me. i'm a bit of an old romantic, and always say what i feel. i love attention from those i love, but that's normal, right? If you wanna know more then just message me

if you hate me :
Look at yourself and ask why do you hate me? I've done nothing to you.. you don't know me or know what kind of person i am, you talk s**t about me to make your pathetic self feel better, nobody has ever said anything to my face and i know they never will. I don't let people walk all over me and talk s**t, and for some reason me standing up for myself is bad, well guess what not a damn thing is going to change I'm the biggest b***h you will ever meet if you talk s**t because it makes me so mad how someone can talk s**t about someone and not really know them I'm sad over losing what i thought was a good friend but when i look back on it i'm glad this happened because it proved one thing to me and that's the people who matter ,ohh and another thing bad things that seem to make your life want to end can end up being the best things that ever could happen I've heard it all about me and for the longest time i came to believe it

I love the bands...
My Chemical Romance!!!
Atreyu...
Trivium...
Disturbed...
Avenged Sevenfold...
Still Remains...
Flyleaf...
Tokio Hotel...
Hawthorne Heights...
Silverstein...
Alesana....
Mindless Self Indulgence...
Chimaira...
Dragonforce...
Bloodhound Gang...
+44...
Angels & Airwaves...
Mudvayne...
Paramore...
Underoath...
Dashboard Confessional...
Aerosmith...
Bullet For My Valentine...
ACDC...
Patent Pending...
30 Seconds To Mars...
Lostprophets...
Bowling for Soup...
Blink182...
Linkin Park...
Aiden...
Rise Againts...
Enter Shikari...
Alexisonfire...
Nickleback...
Seether...
Evanescence...
Hoobastank...
System Of A Down...
Lamb Of God...
Slayer...
Blood Stained Child...
Static Lullaby...
Ice Nine Kills...
Children of Bodom...
Haste the Day...
Brokencyde...
The Birthday Massacre...
The Medic Droid...
Blood on the dance floor...
1-800 zombie...
Jeffre star...
sugarcult...
We the Kings...
yellowcard...
the acadamy is......
New found glory...
every avenue...
mayday parade...
The maine...
This list would go on forever if i put everything on here xD...

truth about life:
"As we grow up we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed 2 ever let u down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, and its harder every time, so' dont waste time because every sixty seconds you spend sad is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."









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