I've written this piece in an unstable set of mind frame. Just want to know what you think of it in general terms. :)
It's Complicated She Says
"It's complicated." That's what she said.
"I'm a mess of my own, I'm way over my head."
Yes, life isn't fair they say,
But I'm sure we can find a way.
You're too crazy to lose, too wonderful to hurt,
too vunerable to fight with, too honest to lie to.
Somewhere in your heart you know where you belong,
But it's complicated you say.
Complicated?
Hmmm...yeah...complicated.
I smile when inside I'm really falling apart.
I say I'm okay when I'm sitting right next to you,
But miss you so much.
Somewhere in your smile you comfort me,
Even if it's just for a moment.
It's difficult, not talking to you,
Not sharin your laughter.
It's difficult pretending you're not there.
Do I smile because you were once my friend?
Do I feel sad because that's all we'll ever be?
Will we ever be friends again?
It's complicated is what you'll probably say.
But I've got to do the right thing,
knowing that it's the most difficult thing to do- Move on!