Awarness Through Writing
In some of my writing I reveal so much of myself that people are astounded. I speak of my pain, my feelings of inadequacy. Some may think I am disturbed. No, I think not. What I am is honest. Have you not struggled with feelings of inadequacy? Have you not struggled with feelings of despair? I speak freely of these things so that I might better understand myself. As I write, revelations come to me. In the process of writing I am able to look closely at my feelings, and as I look more comes to mind, as more comes to mind, I understand things better. My good friend tells me that what I write is always so dark and filled with pain. What I know is that as I become aware and acknowledge my emotions, I then realize why I have some of the behaviors I have had. I cannot change something I never acknowledge. Although, once acknowledged change becomes possible. The whole process helps me grow. When I know myself better I feel more confident, I realize what I am capable of doing.
Granted, not everyone has my troubles, but if you are human, you feel pain, love, hate, remorse and all the range of feeling that are in the human spirit and mind, and you just may just benefit from writing for the purpose of becoming aware....What's more, you may just understand yourself a little better through me, and even I through you.....