"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before..." ~Edgar Allan Poe
Rebecca: Female, 22 years of age, medium length reddish brown hair, all eye colors (from pupil: blue to green to brown), pale skin, 4'3", glasses, one set of ear piercings, no navel lint...
Now that the obvious and completely unnecessary has been stated, I shall continue with the less obvious and slightly more necessary...
Well, I am quite superstitious in nature, though not to the insane extent. I consider it one of the core parts of my being. My obsession is the Chinese zodiac. I was born in year of the Earth Snake, the month of the Snake, and the hour of the Horse. That will mean a fair deal to the other superstitious, but little to nothing to the rest of you.
I have a great love of Vampires, but favor the new age over the rest. Not that Twilight crap, though. I mean actual vampires, not imitation crystal vampires. And I do not consider the so-called "psychic vampires" vampires at all. (Honestly people, they associate far closer with succubi or the incubus than the Vampire; I mean, come on!) Anyway, the Vampire is a favored subject for me, along side superstition.
I am a very introverted individual. I would much prefer to read a book at home than hang out at a party. I never have been very outgoing and have always preferred doing things on my own, rather than with a group. I don't have much of a social aspect, though I'm not complaining. I like my introverted ways.
I believe it is fair to say that I am gifted with the talent of creativity. I am a strong friend, and one which can be trusted. I believe I can be a good listener and can be counted on when someone is in need (actual need). I do try to be patient and I try to be as little trouble as possible to those around me as I can. I feel I can make a strong enough ally if close enough connections are formed.
However, I am quite stubborn and easily offended or angered, despite the fact that I may not show it outwardly. I also have a tenancy to hold deep grudges if I feel I have been wronged in some manner or another. You do not want me as your enemy. I have a general and deep distrust of other people (due to past experiences) and I am afraid befriending me may prove to be a more difficult task then most realize. I always wonder if and how much this pushes people away, but I'm afraid I feel it quite necessary. I would rather live a life of solitude than open my heart freely and have it torn to shreds.
I understand that everyone has their difficulties and that everyone believes their trials have been more or worse than all others. I am not saying that I have had the most OR the worst experiences, because that would simply be false. But I am saying that I have been hurt enough... enough that I find my high requirements worth the cost. Anyway, I digress...
As far as school goes, I am currently a college junior at IPFW studying... English.
I am currently employed at my college as a Computer Lab Consultant. It's a pretty awesome part time job and isn't too terribly difficuly. It was made even better when they had "Student worker appreciation week" and all us consultants got free snacks and drinks the whole week. Yum!
I have 2 cats. My cats are called Nicholas Lucian Giovanni and Piper Jay Caloway. Most of Nicholas's name came from one of my more detailed and favorite rp characters (ask me about my past rp experience, if you are at all interested) that I often used, but "Giovanni" is what differed him considerably from the personality of my character.