MELODY CARNEY aka Kimberly Melody Gutierrez

My Amazind daughters are on here as well Destiny ans V.J.C. under my friends...
To really truly believe in your dreams and make them come true… you must not first believe in yourself, but be prepared to prove your doubts and fears wrong.
To know giving up is not an easy out it can’t even become a thought.
That’s what dreams are made of…the sweet stuff comes after you make the dreams come true.
So yeah we gatta taste the sweat and tears first.

I am who I am and not all understand me. I am a raw creature enlightened by what is hidden right in front of our faces. Not everyone sees it, I am use to that. I love who I am.

Everything past the first cosmic bang is a reaction, the desire to write, how we wear our hair, who we love is a reaction to a prior reaction precisely lines up before us to embrace.
Yes I am a true believer in destiny, karma and the fact everything happens for a reason.

Our life’s are and incredible intertwined web or better yet a puzzle, we are but a small piece. One piece affecting the other. When things happen to us it is not always about us it may very well be all about the stranger next to us we never even met.

I choose to simplify the complexity that comes with being as arrogant as to think it’s always about me. I am but a piece, a very special piece for without me the picture is not complete, yet only a piece with equal value of each that connect with me if for only but a brief moment in this life.

I love true poetry and the spiritual side of everything. I am simple yet full of complexities, I love art, music, writing, reading poetry.

I have three children that are my world and they have taught me much. I am a survivor of a domestic violence relationship that required me to give up living near my family, my birth name and left me constantly moving in order to keep my children safe. I had been addicted to drugs for 6 years as what I thought was a means to escape the ever weighing fears that taunted me at night(two year’s drug free).

I have found through it all…me. I have learned inner peace by understanding everything happens for a reason; I am and always will be happy, content and seeking wisdom true wisdom that comes from the simplest of things. I stop to lie on my belly and pull back the blades of grass to see the tiny world under my feet. I look to the stars and understand the vastness of where we are. I am humbled to have found my soul-mate and enjoy nothing more than to be a part of him freely being him

I love the ocean and find serenity in standing with one foot on the shore and one in the sea allowing two worlds to be part of me.
I am who I am, good bad and indifferent
Perfectly imperfect a mere balance of both. Anyone that denies this or fears the good with the bad has yet to embrace the purpose of them both. What is sunshine without the rain or a moon lit sky if the sun never rises?

The best advice I can give friends is the same advice I give to my teens... Relax! Enjoy life, make mistakes, learn from them and stop dreaming long enough to give you dreams life. Put yourself out there just two feet past your comfort zone…close your eyes and free fall….that’s when you know your living!