http://www.writerscafe.org/writers/Ryosei_Hime The original writings of author Ryosei Takashi Hime en-us Copyright 2009 Aresta Enterprise LLC 1258870071 Aresta RSS Generator 15 A premature recovery song? I don't know. It wasn't meant to end happy, but chatting to someone who puts me in a good mood near the end changed it on me. I now know I've got Schizoid PD, and am in constant fear it will develop into full blown schizophrenia 09016800-1256367652.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/468777/ I don't know. I went off the deep end again. Did that write without stopping thing, only typed it. I fished this out. I usually rhyme half of it when I do this kinda thing anyways. 98573100-1254112745.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/459328/ A poem based off the sudden remembrance of what it was like being a lesbian girl. Specifically from the time around late elementary and early middle school. Fifth or sixth grade. There's a specific girl I had in mind while writing, too. My first crush on 42684600-1253306331.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/456014/ This is a poem about an ex-girlfriend of sorts. Another poem written when I was drunk. I'm talking to her again recently, so when I got drunk I was think about her. Someone should take my laptop from me when I get drunk. 30733500-1252782545.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/453943/ Well, I am a huge Cat Stevens fan, but I only just found out - lame, I know - that he's Muslim now. And still sings. So, I looked up his new name - Yusuf Islam - and got A is for Allah first. Then suddenly, I felt I had to write this, so I typed it up re 76696600-1252452217.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/452734/ This was most likely inspired by the relationships I watched my mama partake in over the past 22 years. I was drunk when I wrote it, so I can't be sure. >___> I just got in this creative mood when everyone left me by myself. I also wrote half of my paper 05076300-1252195301.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/451388/ This essay was written last semester for my American Literature 1 class. I may seem a little aggressive in this essay, but that was only because some little bitch was torturing me with her idiocy the whole class. She kept saying how awesome it was that th 38602700-1251333735.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447945/ This was for my World Literature II course last semester. The professor gave us a list of things he believed about Literature and told us to either agree or disagree with him. He thought the only things worth writing about were love or death. XP That's a 03518200-1251333336.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447942/ An analysis essay on Charlotte Perkins Gilman's short story "The Yellow Wallpaper" written for my second semester English 102 class last Spring. 24269600-1251333058.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447941/ This is an essay written for Psych 101 last fall in my first semester of college. I believe in a combination of both. 17740400-1251332705.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447939/ I just realized one could upload essays here. XD I figured, if I'm writing them for school, it won't hurt to add them here. Just don't steal them for your own class. I'm sure your professor will realize the difference in writing styles. Unless he/she is a 28362200-1251332441.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447938/ This one definitely had to be written after the brief return of my father in early 2000. Pretty old... 86920300-1251263283.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447687/ Initially untitled in the notebook I found amidst my paper pack rat five year cleaning ritual, this snippet was most definitely inspired by writer's block. 15878600-1251260933.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447672/ This is the best of the many poems I found while cleaning out my bookbags today. It's like someone else wrote it's so old, but that just makes it easier to love even though I wrote it. X3 Take that low self esteem! 49986300-1251259643.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447660/ This is what has been going on in my mind over the past few days, sitting on a balcony for more than eight-ten hours a day. Summarized in poem form, of course. I'm worrying for my sanity... 24257900-1250201312.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/442001/ I'm starting to worry about my mind lately.... 69063200-1249946583.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441792/ I don't have Schizophrenia to the best of my knowledge, but I do see faces like a Schizophrenic is said to. I'm not sure. I've felt fairly insane today, and this is just segment of a song I sang in my head while sitting on the balcony for around eight hou 90559800-1249874104.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441425/ This is another poem from my vacation. Short verses keep coming spurts. The first two almost go together, but this one's a stand alone despite only being four lines. Just how I feel being trapped with my family for a week. 03943800-1249833481.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441140/ Another shoddy poem. I'm being lazy because I'm on vacation. X3 But this one was born of a confrontation with the rest of my family. I don't know why they have to watch the news or bring up cutlure and religion when they know I never agree with them. I th 47184500-1249832627.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441138/ I'm on vacation in the TN mountains, and I'm sitting on the balcony of my hotel, staring at said mountains and the sky. I closed my eyes and typed this. I'm not going to bother editing it or trying to make it into something better. 51584600-1249777195.jpeg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/440806/ This is not very good. I had insomnia and was up for two days when I wrote this last night....this morning at 4:00. ^^; Anytime I get insomnia, I always end up with Alice in Wonderland on the brain. It's weird. 24657500-1249784668.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/440700/ I was a cutter as a teen and used it as an outlet for all kinds of emotional pain, because there was no one there to talk to about it. One scar still remains for me as well as its cause. 37128800-1249598141.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/440052/ I don't do haikus often, but they can be fun from time to time. This one was pretty ... releasing, I guess. Funny how a simply five, seven, five can make you feel better sometimes. o__O; 97329800-1249539160.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/439769/ Um...I don't remember when I wrote this, but I'm sure it was years ago. A snippet of a poem I never continued, I guess. I still like it, though. 18603800-1249244602.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438323/ I wrote this in Algebra a few days before dropping it for the second semester in a row. My literary oriented mind absolutely can not grasp the concept of numbers. 13695100-1249243619.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438316/ A failed attempt at expressing my longing for what I feel is my homeland. I wrote this before The Irish in Me, but I didn't think it was any good. 19262700-1249242177.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438305/ I found this by accident the other day. I don't even remember writing it. o__O; I probably jotted it down in a trance and forgot about it. I tend to do that. 78403400-1249243678.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438304/ This was a possible entry into a contest. I found it randomly. It's a few years old. I would have entered it, but they required two poems and I couldn't come up with another one in time. The inspiration was supposed to be Spring. ^^; I don't think this fo 86787400-1241659084.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/407829/ I don't even remember writing this, but at the end of the semester I always clean out my binder. I found this scribbled in a secret language I made up in middle school. I have no idea what it's based on. o__O;; 49024000-1241232068.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/406663/ I am no longer fully in the closet, and almost everyone knows. However, I've been in the closet for my whole life, and now that I am out, I have no idea what to do. The closet is all I've ever known. 09475500-1240973740.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/405552/ Another oldish one I found while bored in Introduction to Computers. Another one spurred by some event that upset me. I can't remember now. It hasn't be edited or anything. 89610900-1240925855.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/405303/ This is a bit dated. I found it while bored in Introduction to Computers. Caused by an instance of overwhleming hatred for my grandfather who is the most racist person the face of the earth. XP I haven't edited it or anything. 80108900-1240925528.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/405301/ This isn't very good, but I was listening to too much Billy Holiday - Strange Fruit especially - and this popped out. Her voice brings me down - in a good way. 51014900-1240684684.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/404161/ I don't know. I guess this one was spurred by a conversation with my art teacher. She was shocked at some of the persecution my many differences in a conservative small town have caused me to endure. The crime of being me, I suppose. 50593300-1238538831.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/394370/ XD This is the second poem I've written in Introduction to Computers today. This one's a bit of a ramble, not really about me for the most part. Inspired by a German song. "Perfekt" by Die Arzte. Look 'em up. X3 Songs much happier than my poem. The word p 41341200-1236885226.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/386983/ A classmate in English 102 asked me to write a love poem for her to give to her boyfriend and say it was hers. XD I told her I wasn't good with love poems, but here's the attempt. I warned her I don't do happy things. >__>; 64118000-1236866921.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/386979/ A poem about my father.... 26470400-1236689009.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/386050/ This was written in math because I hate it and get bored there easily. You oughta see the original page. I cross-hatched virtually the whole thing aside from two math problems and the poem itself. X3 The preview picture isn't me, by the way. Found the pic 74585500-1235720368.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/380939/ I am fairly enraged at the moment. This wasn't thought out, simply typed rapidly to relieve some tension before seeing the source of my anger again. 60440300-1235662628.gif http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/377348/ I don't know what spurred this. The idea of a "somber seed" just seemed to throw itself into my mind and wouldn't leave until I'd written it into a poem. I relate it to writer's block now that it's done. Particularly the last verse. 96763000-1234242205.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/375279/ Another poem written in the boredom of Introduction to Computers. I think this may become a habit... .__.III Crappy poetry is born from boredom, commit that to memory, people. XP 11850200-1233847326.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/373435/ I'm bored in my Introduction To Computers class, so....I'm writing this poem directly into the submission form. >__> About my Irish heritage....sort of. Due to being born of boredom it fails epically. I 39447300-1233698053.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/372611/ Just something I wrote while in a meditative trance yesterday. I edited a few words and did the whole font thing later. X3 Though if you don't have the fonts you won't be able to see them. 34147100-1233442989.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/370144/ A turbulent storm causes fear in a mother and serenity in her child. This is something that actually happened to me. I wrote it for my English class. It broke my five month long writer's block. I was getting scared I'd write again. o__O; Made a A by the w 82176900-1222802703.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/323731/ This is a short piece based on a story that's mostly in my head. It was done for a contest on GaiaOnline.com where you picked a song to inspire a short story and include a line from that song. I used Pet by Perfect Cirlce and it fit so well with these two 86661700-1202759009.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/211496/ This is a set of poems I began a few years ago. I plan there to be fifteen and there are fifteen stanzas per poem. I was really hoping to get them published individually in picture book format eventually. It's based on the books, not the show and involves 54252000-1202754527.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/211404/ A poem about how I don't really like who I am and how in effect I assume others must hate me as well. 96513800-1202311566.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/204171/ This one was another entry for a contest on GaiaOnline.com. The contest was for free form poetry which I don't often do. So I didn't win this one. They only had a first place though so I don't know if I would have come in second or third either. 18145300-1202311170.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/204162/ This was done for a contest on GaiaOnline.com. The poem is based on the picture I used for the thumbnail. I won first place. X3 35789000-1202310883.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/204153/ This is a song I wrote after a stupid internet relationship. XP It's also mostly about the way in which I repress things I don't want to deal with until they build up and explode in a ball of hatred and fury. >__< 05683300-1202310340.jpg http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/204138/