http://www.writerscafe.org/micayla4 The original writings of author micayla4 en-us Copyright 2013 Aresta Enterprise LLC 1369118446 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 "You're what?" Lila asked as she stood in front of Alex with her fresh makeup and new hairstyle that took her forever to put together. She hadn't been used to messing around with extremely long hair. She had stood in front of her mirror just trying to figure out what to do with it. She had trie.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1162202/ "You guys are going to Aspen?" Lila asked Laura and her background followers as she took a sip of her wild berry smoothie. Lila had left Alex's house the night before even though she wanted to stay with him forever. Her and Alex didn't have the clingy type relationship; they didn't really have .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1131230/   "My dad is going to kill me," Lila said as she turned the bearly audible music down in Laura's car as she and the girls made their way to school. "It's November, can't your parents give you a break?" Lila laughed at Emily and said, "What does the month have to do with any of it?" Emily l.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1100957/ It was cold; that was the first thing Lila thought when she walked into the room. It wasn't warm like most of the classrooms. Maybe the heat gets turned off when the students leave. Lila looked around the room and saw how plain it was. The only thing that was decorated was Mr. Laken's desk. You coul.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1097269/ It was warm and the light that was escaping from the sun was so bright. Lila's eyelids fluttered upon and the light made her squint and for a second it made her try to get a grasp on reality. Lila clutched the covers to her chest and buried her head in her pillow. She could hear rustling and fo.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1089686/ It's coldand darkthe wind is swiftas it hits hard against my chest the moon is brightand your breath is loudI run to speakbut the sight of you leaves me silentmy legs are lockedand your head turnsI try to runbut i i'm stuck in placeyour eyes are like coalthey look into mine and i shiver insideyour s.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1073991/ Lila was relieved when she woke up from her sleep. Her head wasn't spinning in circles anymore and she felt much better. Lila lifted her head enough to look at her alarm clock that read 2:00 pm. She knew her dad was at work and it made her a little bit more relieved knowing she wasn't going to .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1045029/ Maybe it was easier for her to blame her father,pretend like he was the one who took the last thing she had away from her. Lila watched as her father held onto her mother and layed with her as she stared blankly out the window. He had taken her place and now she was lost as to where to go. Lila star.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1028836/ the smoke runs from your lipsand caresses your cheekit lingers around you and completely engulfs meWhen did I become so drawn to you?so devoured by the simple words that escape your lipsWhen did the little things consume me to where i'm lost inside the little gestures you hand out like presents.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1017270/ ashes to asheswe fall to the groundthe presence of your lifeis gone from minethings I used to knowthings I used to trustwas once rooted from your groundbut now they break and I wilt and as I see the moon is blackand the sky is greenthe earth is square my heart is roundand as I see ashes to.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1006831/ I was lostbetween the place where you are either completely goneor you're foundI was stuck in that middle groundthe type where your so screwed you don't care anymorethen you showed upI needed you and like a snap of a fingerI fell instantlyI laughed for the first time in a yearwithout it be.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1003526/ strokes of bluestreams of greythe sky is blissfulfrom this placethe images of smokeescape your mouthcurl around your lips  soak into your skinthe scent still lingersaround my body that once layed against yourslayers of hate and distrustreside within our pastyour words still swirl around my.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/1001910/ Would it work? Would he ever find out what I was up to? Would he finally see the daughter I have cigarette to be?  Could I ever go through with it? All of these thoughts ran through Lila's mind as she paced back and fourth from one end of her room to the other.  She knew quite well th.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/970430/    There was something different about the mood that was set in the restraunt this time. Everyone in the building seemed like they were trying extra hard to make it seem as if this place was amazing.  Lila peered around the room trying to figure out all the different people who had be.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/961945/ It's darkat least the things I see through my eyesthe beauty I once knew everything I lovedis now despisedthe air is cooler then I rememberthe voices are loud and I try to silence the the screaming in my headthis bed feels wicked as the sheets grab my inwas this what it felt like beforewhe.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/960049/  She could lie. She could stand there and say that she didn't notice the way they looked at her. Like every other time she could just ignore it and pretend like those greedy hungry eyes were not looking at her body. Lila knox understood how she was changing and that those changes would bri.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/944032/ http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/943919/ i saw you sitting therelaughing at whatever you thought was funnyI saw the way you stared from there to hereright at mein my seat just daydreamingthen I woke upand I saw youyou were beautifulyour eyes ice blueyou presenceinteresting and newI miss the feeling I got when we locked eyeshow you always t.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/939420/ Why do you do it?I ask myself that question tooWhy do youcan I trust youI see how blue to me is black to youhow trust to me is broken to youI see how you hurt themhow you do things you know aren't rightbut yet you do them anywayI see how shattered you arehow unfixable you think your heart isHow many.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/938953/ Maybe i could askwas it the way I dressed?was it the way I walked?did you really just need a rest from it all?did you forget all those nights that we talkedunderneath that willow treefull of sad souls who lost their glowI could ask what went wronghow things got so messed up how i ended up aloneYou c.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/938566/ You can't always escapeyou do it all the timei see the way you fadesometimes I see you lose your mindi pretend that it's okaythat i don't see the way you deterioratelittle by little i see you disappeari try to over look itbut I can't keep pretending i dont careyou say you love meI say say thats not .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/938355/ You look handsom as alwayswhite isn't really your color thoughYou missed a great party yesterdayI guess I missed it too because I  was here with youThese are things i say to youI try to pretend like one day you will talk backso I try again and againyesterday I bought a new dogI .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/926034/ sometimes I pretend that a million wishes could get you back again i look up to the blue sky  I wish apon a million stars to give me back my light did you know that that you were my light?that through all the dark you always lit the wayi miss the way you smiled and ho.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/915675/ Is there something to sayto this couple that have been swept awaylost in a mystery something vague and prettythey were up on a hilllost in the beauty of love finally revealed http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/898855/ There has never been a timefor you and Ithat we haven't been at eachothers sideeven in the distancewhen all these thoughts escaped my mindI knew one thing would stay constantand i knew that was the memories that filled my mindwe both soon grew upand between these world of oursthey .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/891640/ Remember when we met4th grade at the benchthat's when we became friendswhen we knew we were going to have eachothers backsthen somehwere along the waythings changedwe grew upwe were on the cusp of something greatbut then tragedy strucknow we aren't the sameI don't recongnize you.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/891621/ It's that time of the yearwhen trees are upintwined with lightsthe glow can be seen from milesIt's that time of the yearwhen laughter and joyfills that voidwe missed all yearIt just seems to bethe time when wecan gather and talkfor hours nonstopthe presents will glowand&nbs.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/821743/ where did this come fromthis hatred and angerwhy does it haunt uswhy does it grab us in our darkest hoursor is it us who seeks itwhen once we believed in loveand fairytalesonce when we were childrenonce when we had hopewhat happened to usto once venture into the worldwith hope .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/789354/ The sky is cryingand I watch as they fall like teardropsand I see throughblurred eyesthis was not meant to beyou broke my heartand sat there and watched it bleeddid it make me go unnoticedas you walked all over meSo I sit herecompletely brokenas the sky crys  and the.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/788075/ When I was youngI used to believeeverything was funthat life was just a gameone that  I never thought I was to blameI did what I wantednot caring at alluntill I began to noticewith all the wrong I didThere was something moresomething bigThere was Godand even though I kne.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/782882/ We met at fourand through everythingshe has been there for meshe is my friendthe one that is with me till the endI talk to her when I need advicewhen i feel like my whole world will crumblewithout her by my sideWe smile and act like we are four againeven though we get those stare.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/779906/ it's a symphonyloud and clear an epiphanyshows upof you and meand now we are dancingit is beautifulthe way we move so incrediblei love the wayyou touch my hairand then you whisper to me"I love you"always have always willits inevitable and i'm scared of the wayyou make.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/778447/ I was listening to a christian song and it inspired me. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/777451/ I need to leavethis placethat's unknowni crossed the lineinto a territory best keptuntouchedsomeplace roughsomewhere newsomewhere a young girl like me should neverhave crossedthis territorybrings evil in ever directionan evil which manybeg to never existbut i entere.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/766779/ Freshman yearthe yearthe seniors come out to playthe year the girls get betrayedbut youi thought you were differenti thought you were nice and sweetbut that all endedwhen i lost the beatof my heartwhen i remembered that night you were olderand i was youngI was by myself.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/766658/ White goldand true in the lightI know you are youYour body against minethe weight of your heartpounding on minethe look of your smileas it shinesbecause in the lighteverything is alrightbut when darkness comesto collect the restof the dayis when sin and decietcome out.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/764832/ There is that feelingI getwhen I waitfor the worldto changethat feeling I feelrun through my veinsscared and shakythis feeling I can't get rid ofi'm not optimistici can't beI wait by the phoneand I try to remember he won't leave mealonein this worldwithout a dadto f.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/762793/ That one carblack and shiny harmlesswhen you see itto youit's just another carbut to uspeople who haveloved onesstationed overseasthats the one carwe are afraid ofthe one car thatbrings death with themeverywhere they goone carbut one sentence theybring with ita car .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/762258/ To know the truthwell thats to muchto pretend to lovefor one whomdoesn't deserve itit's a prizefor thembut to love someone so dearso perfectso out of your reachwell thatthatspretendingto watch from afarto linger around themto love without knowingwell thats not fairfor what if they loved youwhat if y.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/758491/ You are therein the back of my mindsometimesI look and hopethat you're presence is gonebut when I lookthe memories flood backand you are  still thereI try to findwhat part of youis leftbut I can't find itI can't findthe centerof which you livewithin me.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/742722/ "Thank you" http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/737329/ he was minehe was everything i wantedhe was amazinghe was greatand just ike thathe washed awayhe becam meanhe became cruelhe became everythingi never wanted and morehe cursedhe screamedhe lied and cheatedhe was his own enemyand my worst fearhe is goneand he wont liv.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/731516/ I hate itwhen i seethose handsintertwinewhen those lips brush against eachotherand my mindstops workingand my heart stops beatingI hate it whentheresnothing leftto hope forto breath forI hate you and herI can hear itthose whispersof my voiceto your earsbut you.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/729155/ He speaks italianhe loves the way the trees look in springhe loves to play soccerWhich he corrects as being footballto meHe makes me laughwhen i'm upsetHe loves fish because i dohe hates howI dont stand upfor myselfHe has brown eyesborn right after me whenever he laughshis eyes brightenand.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/726023/ So beautiful and intelegentYesintelegent indeedyour not just a girlno not just a girl at allfor youyou are not thisnor thatyour hardto classifybut one thingyou know bestis to make menbelive what theywant to belivefor he didn't know thatfor he wasnt a manhe was a.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/725056/ Her lips sweep across your skinher hand plays with yours as they intertwineyour eyes center on herstrying to tellif this is wrongor rightAs your eyes glide from hers to minein a sweep of passion and deceityour continueyour dance of liesfrom one lover to anotherboth.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/720553/ You can goI understandit's your timeto leaveI have tolet goof usand whatwe used to bebecause i knowyou will bein better handswhen you leavein the handsof a fatherwho can help youbecome betteryou can enter those gateslook apon the gloryof your new homeand watch over me down hereliving the l.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/719545/ I found youfinallyafter 3 monthsyou have missedso much schoolso much of your lifeherewhat happened to youYou never said goodbyeyou never told the truthIt's not fairthat I have to find outthis wayyou in the beddraped in cloththats two sizestoo bigthe sounds of mach.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/718983/ I felt itthat feeling i'm not supposed to feelthat feeling inside of mewhen we huggedwhen we touchedi felt itcan't you?a part of methinks you cana part f me wants you tooWhy is it so complicatedwhy can't it be easycan't you seehow muchi feel for youwhen we t.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/715478/ Something was saidand all day long it has made its place in my headI think about itday and nightit is killing medevouring mewholei need to knowis it trueis it something newsomething was saidand all day long it has made a placein my headits made me stopstop caring .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/micayla4/707844/