http://www.writerscafe.org/XxCrystalMariexx The original writings of author Crystal Marie Dreier en-us Copyright 2013 Aresta Enterprise LLC 1369275522 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Its an amazing thingKnowing them for as long as you haveBeing able to share sexual relationsAnd not worry about what they may thinkYou know each others secrets Your wants and needsYou don’t have a care in the worldJust a couple friends with benefits. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1175458/ Have you ever wondered what It would be likeTo have someone with a totally different ethnicityTo have and to hold next to youAs they whisper sweet sweet things in your earWith that beautiful accent of theirsSending chills after chills down your spineLooking at there exotic facesRealizing you couldn'.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1173569/ I don't see what many see in mePeople say I'm beautiful and cute,Or very good looking but I don't see it. All I see is a girl who is bigHas many scars from self injuryA girl who is constantly in pain and hurtWho's heart has been ripped from her chest Who constantly cries at nightWith an achi.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1173555/ Misaki  was sitting on the couch playing Black Ops II when the phone rang. Shaking her head she went back to playing the game. A moment later her mom walked into the room, looking up at her mom she saw tears in her eyes. "Wha-?" She started to say.Her mom shook her head and whispered. " I am so.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1171523/ If only you knew what went through my mindYou would see what I want in lifeIf only I could just tell you how I feelMy life would be so much easierIf only I wasn't afraid of being hurtI would tell you my true feelings for you. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1167248/ Feeling the grass hit your pawsYou look up at the moon pantingPerking your ears up you listenIts quiet almost too quietYou prance over to the cliff's edgeScanning the ground belowLooking for any sign of herSuddenly you hear a twig snapTurning your head suddenly You catch sight of herShe looks you in.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165473/ My love for you is forever kept a secretNever spilled from my lipsHow I wish I could make you mineMy love is pure and honestNever spilled from my heartHow I wish I could make you mineMy love for you growsNever ceasing to stopHow I wish I could make you mineMy love for you is forever silencedNever sp.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165360/ Watching you I smile softlyThinking about all the secretsAll the little moments we hadI shake my head giggling softlyAt all the silly thoughtsKnowing they are just thoughtsAnd can never be realDo you even know how much I careHow every little glance draws me deeper inI can see it now the most beautif.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165358/ I slowly step into the door wayThe room is dark and smells funnyI don't like it one bitI take a deep breath closing my eyesIt isn't easy knowing what lies ahead of meShaking I step farther into the roomSister and brother ahead of meMom is there and Mike also behind meI take one look and see youLying.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165161/ I feel the sprinkles of rain falling Lightly hitting my face as I stare up into the skyI smile softly as I spin slowly in a circleEnjoying the cold drops as they splash around meI don't have a care in the worldI am happy as can beI'm softly kissing the rain. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165152/ I don't know what to sayI can't keep lying to myselfIt isn't worth all the troubleI know I must stop But It's a hard thing to doIt's like I'm addicted to youI love your eyes that shine bright The smile that gets me every timeThe soft caress you do when we touchI seem to get lost and cant get outI do.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165148/ You don't know the painThe hurt you causedIt was for the best you sayThe so called reason were not together I know what you didBut you don't know that I knowThe day you slept with herWas the day I tore in two. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1165144/ Sitting here with a blade in my handThinking about all the hurt and painNot sure what to do anymoreTired of livingTired of tryingTired of all the bull shitI don't care anymoreI just want it to endI'm tired of hurting dailyThe loss of my daddyHurts me the mostKnowing he isn't coming backI can't stand.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1164953/ Nothing but friends with benefitsNo strings attached you sayJust f**k buddiesThat's not enough I want more than just sexI want a relationshipBut guess that is too much to ask of youI don't seem to notice the looks I getFrom others about who I'm sleeping withI don't care anymoreI want to be lovedNot .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1164553/ Has it occurred to you I'm falling apartSlowly in a down world spiralNot able to pick my head upAlways slumped over Pain that never seems to go awayThe kind of pain that cant be seenThe only kind of pain that I can feelThe pain of loosing a loved oneDoubled over wanting to cryBut cant seem to let th.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1163755/ Of all the crazy moments in my lifeThe craziest one was attempting suicideI never knew how bad it would beThe constant thoughts and painIt wasn't worth itBut I didn't give a damnI wanted it all to endI tried and tried againYou finally realized Locking me in a psych wardIt helped somewhat But the cho.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1162502/ I'm tired of tryingTired of being let downI try day in and day outWhy is it me always tryingYour my motherYou would think you would careThat you would tryThat you would want your kids Especially in your lifeBu everyone was rightYour nothing but a whoreYou leave your kids behindYou dont give a damnYo.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1162492/ Hurting inside so bad it hurtsMy heart is in million piecesI feel playedMore then just playedYou toyed with my emotionsI thought you loved meBoy was I wrongIve never felt like thisKnow I know how it feelsI don't like it one bitYou make me sickSo sick I cant stand you no more http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1162485/ I cant hold back the tears no moreIt hurts to much to hold them backI sit there with my friendsI have three or four of themThey are there for me when I need themThey don't talk bad or argue with meThey just sit there and do nothingIts the best way for me the easiest wayI don't need to worry about of.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1162464/ Walking into the room I look aroundThe flowers and pictures are all in placeEverything is quiet to quietSlowly one by one everyone files inPassing along a few words and smilesWalking over I slowly lower my eyesWatching you knowing it will be the lastHolding back tears of hurt and sorrowSmiling softl.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1162460/ Struggling to draw in your next breathYou look at me with fear in your eyesI sit there holding your hand holding back the tearsWatching you struggle to breath chokes me up insideI don't want you to see me with the same fearThe fear of loosing you to never see you again kills meYour skin a deathly ye.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1162238/  You are My Only LoveThe one I confide in whom I telleverythingYou are My Only LoveThe One I have hopes and dreams forYou are My Only LoveThe one I would die forYou are My Only LoveThe girl of my dreamsYou are My Only LoveThe one who I give my heart.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1121659/ Sitting there on the floor I sigh Waiting as the time slowly drags onStairing at the stick in my handWaiting for it to show something, anythingSlowly the stick shows a signPositiveI sit there stunned A knock is sounded at the doorI am to shocked and stunned to moveHe walks in and  ben.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1119835/ I gave you my heart on a platterPraying you wouldn't hurt meI was wrong, oh so wrongHow do you mend a broken heart?You promised to love me no matter whatTo always be faithfulBut guess what I was wrong to trust youI knew something was wrongBut I pushed it aside saying I was wrongHow do I ever trust y.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1115472/ Just wanted to let you uknow that my father passed away Jan 02 I dont know when I will be back on...I will be on when possible... Take care <3 http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1103082/ You’re the thought that starts my morning,The smile on my ever glowing face.The deep twinkle in my eyes,The warmth that burrows deep in my heart,The ever fullness in my life.You’re the hand laced with mine,The shoulder to cry and lean on.The one to hold me.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1075720/ Had a bad day at schoolReady to give up on the worldGrabbing your suicide noteYou lay it on the bedGrabbing your razor bladeYou slice your wrist one last timeGrabbing a bottle of pillsYou take every last oneLaying down on your bedHolding the note to your chestYou close your eyes for the very last ti.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1064725/ I DO NOT OWN THIS!!! http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1064315/ I feel as If I am going insane! http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1061472/ Crying and pleading with you as you hover over meTying my hands above my headSqueezing my thighs shut, crying hopelessly for helpAs you slam your knee between my legs prying them openHovering over me you kiss my neck sucking lightlyBefore slamming your throbbing c**k into my virgin pussyCrying out i.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1061062/ I long for the day when I can finally be with youTo embrace you for the first timeIt seems I have been waiting an eternity to find that True LoveI pray thatday will be soonThat I no longer have to waitTo feel you close and nearKnowing you are forever faithfulThe day that I met you I knew you were th.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1043280/ Is this just teenage love or something deeper then that.Many people say its just teenage loveThat were too younge to know what True Love isHow can you know what true love isif you never experienced it.Is it simply a wishful prayerA fire that ignites in your heartA playful giggleA rosy blushA risky w.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1043275/ We have been through so much togetherThis much I know is trueYou were there for me when no ond else wasShowing me true love the only way you knew howI know I often made your life a living hell growing up.But the person I am today you helped shapeYou showed me to trust and loveHow to be a responsible.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1043268/ You are a beautiful person both inside andoutAnd you will go far in life of this I haveno doubtAnd all the people who put you down willone day seeThat they were so wrong about what theythought you would beSo as you begin your journey into adulthoodStay rooted and gr.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/1035773/ How could you do this to me?How could you up and leave me?I thought I was your one and onlyGuess I was way over my headI feel so empty insideYou made me feel whole; and completeBut now all I seem to do Is sit up all night crying my heart outI feel as if you have just ripped my heart right .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/959576/ My HEART has had enough HEART BREAKMy EYES have seen enough TEARSMy EARS have heard enough LIESMY MOUTH has tasted enough SALTMy SOUL has had enough SCARSMy WRIST  have endured enough CUTSMy BODY has had enough ACHESMy SPIRIT has had enough SUFFERINGBut MOST O.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/959479/ I wrote this cause I have been bullied for many years and I think it's now time for everyone out there to make a stand and go against bullying. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/959472/ H- Holding my torn broken heart in my handsE- Even though I'mA- Always on the brink of tears R- Right back to the very beginning of painT- Trying to cure my broken heartB- Breaking down after every attemptR- Right back to the very begging of painE- Even though I'mA- Always on the brink of .. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/959467/ Dream...Dream...Can you hear them calling?Be quiet...Be still...Listen closely and you'll hear it...The Voices...The crying...Of the dreams forever calling...The cold...The darkness...Succumb to the Dreams...They've been watching...They've been waiting...And yet you refuse to dream...They've been sc.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/955379/ He tries to run down my faithTo stear ne away from my GodThrowing curve balls here and there Bringing in sickness and deathSatan will not win the battleIf I stay on my knees and prayWhen Satan wants meHe has to walk through the bloodUntil then Satan can not come in!!! http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/940507/ I wrote this for someone special to me! http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/938601/ I was sitting in my room thinking about a book I had read called Scars. So this is what I came up with. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/937957/ I had to write this for Veterans Day for a school project. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/918250/ FIVE THOUSAND MILES AWAY SPIKE HAD JUST GOT DONE FEEDING. HE WAS THINKING ABOUT DROPPING IN ON AN OLD FRIEND OF HIS. '' SHOULD I VISIT OR NOT?" HE ASKED ALOUD, NOT CARING WHAT PEOPLE AROUND HIM THOUGHT. THEY DIDN'T SEEM TO NOTICE, NOBODY EVER LOOKED AT HIM TWICE HE WANDERED BACK TO HIS HOUSE THAT WA.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/912787/ LATER THAT NIGHT JASPER WAS LYING ON HIS COUCH. HE COULDN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT MADISON. HE KNEW ONE THING HE HAD TO SEE HER AGAIN, NO MATTER WHAT. ''SHE IS PRETTY- NO NOT JUST PRETTY- SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL." HE WHISPERED ALOUD. HE LOVED THE WAY THE SUNLIGHT SHINED ON HER HAIR. HE LOVED THE WAY HER EYES.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/912786/ MADISON WAS SURE HE WAS WATCHING HER LEAVE THE PARK. SHE RESISTED THE URGE TO TURN AROUND AND LOOK. ''I BETTER NOT.'' SHE MUMBLED TO HERSELF. AS SHE WAS WALKING HOME SHE WAS GRINNING. SHE REALLY LIKED JASPER. ONCE HOME SHE RAN INTO HER SISTER WHO WAS LEAVING FOR WORK. ALEX TOOK MADISON ON THREE YEAR.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/912785/ MADISON DECIDED TO GO TO THE PARK FOR A WHILE. THE WEATHER WAS NICE ESPECIALLY FOR IT BEING FALL. SHE LIKED TO WATCH THE ANIMALS, BIRDS, AND LOOK AT THE LEAVES ON THE TREES. SHE LOVED JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT INVOLVED THE SEASON. THE ONLY THING SHE HATED MOST WAS FALL SEEMED TO END TO SOON. SHE WA.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/910666/ This is a book about a young man who is a vampire. He falls in love with a human and an old friend drops in. What is going to happen? Will he choose his own kind or will he choose the girl he loves. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/910664/ I wrote this about 9/11 http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/893772/ I cry silent tears as the blood runs down my armThe pain is unsufferable but the blade is unstoppableAs it slides across my skinIn even little little lines I have controle over how deep I cutI'm not sure hot to stop the blood from flowing rapidlyI think Ive made a mistakeWish I could take it all b.. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/XxCrystalMariexx/889763/