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I'm Que, also known as Carly. I may be young at the age of 18 but I've lived a life far from easy.
I've been introduced to death, depression, love, poverty, good money... And I've got to say, I've lived the best when I wasn't connected at all. I admit it now, I've never used drugs or drank alcohol and although I've survived the affects they have on people dear to me, I will never say that I know how it feels to be addicted to something and end up losing it or my self. I've never believed that I know everything about everything, no one does. But I'm a willing pupil and that's more than some can say.
I've never chosen a religion. I've studied a great many of them and sort of... chosen the basic morals I glean from them and taken them as my own. I don't believe in any god or goddess but I believe in the soul. And I believe every living being has one.
Music, writing and art has saved my life many a time. I've never been suicidal, but death isn't the only way to lose one's life.
I have abandonment issues. I expect too much loyalty from people I decide to call "friend" and end up losing them eventually. I don't reach out to people unless they reach out to me. Could be called shy, but I'm just playing it safe. I'm no fan of loss.
Sometimes I read tarot cards, mainly for the comfort they give me. I don't know if they predict the future or not, but I do know that by my connecting the cards that reveal themselves to aspects of my life, I gather a little more clarity.
I feel more comfortable with animals than I do with people, but given time I can open up with any one. People rarely have the time though, so I'm mainly with my dog, Kiko.
I prefer to be in the woods, rain or shine, snow or green grass. It just feels more like home to me than any house ever has. It also feels more alive than any downtown or mall area has ever felt.
I don't sleep on a bed, I find them uncomfortable. I sleep on the ground, usually with a blanket to lie on and another to cover me, but sometimes I use just a sleeping bag.
There are few questions I refuse to answers, so ask me anything I will reply.
Welcome to my mind
Read what you dare
Label me what you will
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