Tenten

I know me well enough to know that I don't who I truly am and that I deceive myself into believing i have found my way in life. i well away of the fact that i am a contradiction of actions and words and probably didn't get enough attention as a child so writing is the emo way of expressing the hurt little girl while always aiding in maintaining identity. i know that one day someones going to catch me and collar me and I'm going to be ok with that. the internet provides a false sense of security where i can share myself to the world while hiding in some remote place where my neighbors have to concept of who i truly am to become or what i truly desire.