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i see myself as a very versatile person, willing and able to do everything i set my mind on. my versatility, however, entails that i am full of contradictions. i am very opinionated and i freely speak my mind but i am also a great listener when i have to be and i am able to just shut up and pay attention. i used to be quite a loner and i guess, in some ways, i still am but i am also the type of person you put in a room full of strangers and i end up making friends with all of them. i guess being into so many things enables me to relate with different types of people. i am also very frank and straightforward and i appreciate it if people are the same with me. i am not the girly girl type and i think i get along better with guys than girls. i guess i appreciate the no nonsense no bullshit thing guys have and i really believe they have more fun than girls do, primarily because they do not spend so much time obsessing over trivial stuff. i also find guys to be more honest and less pretentious and with groups of guys, they settle differences up front, none of the backstabbing tupperware treatments girls are so fond of. i know because i spent all four of my college years around the company of guys and i swear, they come up with the best craziest stuff.hehe but despite this fact, i am a model in the philippines and i joined pageants there too. sure, i don't really enjoy the makeup talk and dealing with all the girls but i guess it is the performer in me that craves the rush of being onstage. don't get me wrong, i like girls too. they are fun when you want to talk about someone and, well, they are fun to talk to, period. girls also have a lot of privileges like getting into bars and clubs for free and getting their way most of the time. and they are also capable of a whole lot of mischievousness only they could pull off.hehehe so i guess, i like hanging out or going out with girls more but if it's just about hanging in a group and being with the people everyday, i would rather be around guys.:) my ultimate passion is acting though because it gives me some form of reprieve from having to deal with my life, even just for a while. it enables me to touch people and it serves as an outlet for me to just let loose and forget or let my emotions out and cry or scream from deep within and have the comfort of the character's mask to hide behind so people wouldn't see that it was real. it is also something i really feel confident in, i love doing it and it is something i feel like i do pretty well. it’s like, when i act, i am in my element and the whole world just fades away and i really become the character and that is a surreal and wonderful experience. It is just inexplicably great. i am a fun-loving person and i can't keep still. i am always on the go and i hate being stuck at home. i love multitasking and just getting frantic with doing so much stuff because i feel that at the end of the day, i was productive and that is thoroughly satisfying. i could work with different scenarios though. i could be partying and dancing at a club one night and then just chillin' with friends the next. i can also enjoy just curling up and reading a good book, just as long as i am doing something with my time. and as long as the book is interesting and new.hehe overall, i'm the type of girl who can be anywhere and i can be ok. i am pretty independent and creative and resourceful so it takes quite a lot to fluster me. and if something does, i would probably be glad for the rush. i cope and adjust pretty well to different situations but i am extremely stubborn so when i make my mind up about something, you can bet nothing can change my mind.:)
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