Dime After Dime

Every single damn night

He lies

To his girlfriend over and over again

When in reality he is with me.

I know it is f*****g wrong

I had made the mistake of choosing his brother

Should have never choose Tyler over him

Now I am being torn for it.

He kisses me

When he isn't mine

He said he would give his body to me

As long as no one knew of any of these times.

I'm already so broken though

I hate myself more and more now

I'm sorry for being such a w***e

I'm sorry for wanting him more and more.

I know it's wrong

I have nothing to lose

I'm so damn manic

My life just makes everyone panic.

I'm sorry for being the bad girl

I'm sorry for ruining your perfect world

Sorry for being so damn crazy all of the time

I am so f*****g sorry for smoking dime after dime.