Mama Mama

Forgive me mama....

Mama mama 

I'm hearing voices tonight

Telling me to do things

You won't like 

I take a pill to make them quiet

But it won't last long 

They're growing violent

Mama mama 

Help me please

I'm on my knees

Begging them to leave 

They're saying things that cut me deep

Calling me stupid, ugly, and weak

And now I can't sleep

Mama mama 

Save me please

I'm losing my mind

I'm going crazy

Mama mama

I'm so sorry

Forgive me please

When you bury my body

Reviews

[Carol Cashes]

Why you gotta die every time?! Aaaahhh...
Your writing is blinding in its darkness and I'm glad you're writing this stuff out. My struggle with mental illness takes the form of anger - and anger can be made fun of. If I can laugh about it...I'm over it. Like the commercial - Shout it Out! You need to take up creative cussin'. I'm worried for you. Just keep writing...and I said this in another review of your work: no playing in the traffic.

[Cobblestone Traveler]

So touching and heart-wrenching. Knowing there is something torturing you and calling for an external help. As a parent of a struggling child I feel this hard.
Thank you for sharing.

[LadyT]

Congrats on your courage and how touching this is :)

[Relic]

This is a sorrowful autobiography to write about. To share your personal hell takes courage but can also feel like you just want to release your inner turmoil.

[H.N.Seal]

I found writing as a way to cope with my thoughts instead of self harming. I have now been 2 years clean of hurting myself and just wish that my writing will be able to touch even just one person and show them this coping skill.

[Relic]

You certainly have the talent for it if you affected me. I never self-harmed but I've been here a long time nd know plenty that have. Writing is in a way a bloodletting only much safer and cleaner.

I think sharing your thoughts with others is beneficial for both parties.

[Taz]

Wow beautiful yet dark and deep, remind me of myself and my poems.

[Taz]

Wow beautiful yet dark and deep, remind me of myself and my poems.