You

I fell for You like a cruel joke on April First

                   like a Tree falls in the Forest and only You are there to hear

You caught Me 'fore I hit the Ground 

     righted Me

with your opal Eyes You leveled Me

       your calming Words

       your precious Breaths - 

my Thoughts? I cannot organize Them

They scatter about my tired Brain as I chase them

               mocking Me

They laugh as I fail to move on 

         because now You are gone and I can't cope

I suffer from eternal withdrawal for relapse I may not without You

Time passes and I try and try to move on though You won't let me

                        I see about that Girl I pondered all those Days 

You notice this and find it out of line

You insist on telling Her You feel this way, why?

it was your f*****g decision.

                     am I delusioned? You tell Me jump then pull me back to the unforgiving Ground so cold

what did I do to deserve this fate? 

from one Girl to the next in hopes of finding one You can't corrupt though time and time I fail

You sit and watch in peace with your Beau as my Castle crumbles to the ground

      laughing as I work fervently to rebuild the Rooms that you have crashed into

 He stoops to kiss your smugly grinning Face as You torment me from your secluded Safehaven

fine

                         I'm through

                                                          You win

You've convinced Me so thoroughly that You will ne'er let me at peace again

                                                all for You are these three words:

                                              go f**k Yourself.

Author's Note

same as is the norm for my writing