Learning Ways to not feel

im learning ways to not feel

its almost as if im not real

no one knows im down here

breaking out in tears

crying out to you for more

you hear my song through the floor

im laying here all alone

im doing this just for you

i dont think i can get through

i cant get it through to you

the blood that soaks into the carpet

is really my only regret

but i've learned ways to not feel

its just like im not even real

i've kinda got this routine now

numb and hollow i got it down

if only you knew i exist

even just a little bit

would make all the difference

if only this crazy life made sence

i wish i wasn't all alone

im so sick of feeling numb...

Reviews

[Vanmoriel]

I think you should keep feeling. It helps in the long run...