SmilesA Poem by Aksh
The dread of my own mind sit across the bay of my thoughts waiting to bite me.
Hungry to conqure my mind, take control of me as it sinks me to the lowest level of myself. It's eyes on me , my eyes on it. It watches me as I strugle to be me like a cat with its fish . I am that fish. It knows when to hit me, where to hit me so I won't move. It knows what I don't wanna know. Again smiling at my denial of me being a failure.I know i am nothing. I am a disappointment and what I can and can't do, but I don't wanna know that. And that's where the dread has control of me. It knows I know , I know it knows. Staring at each other. Waiting for someone to strike. But it knows it will win. It smiles It lets me live in a delusion waiting to hit me when I won't have anyting but to become it. It smiles. © 2017 AkshAuthor's Note
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