Where is the love.. Is there love?

Not a hoe, just a lost soul

You feel like you can't get that love elsewhere
So you unbutton your pants
You tell him turn off the lights
Thinking it'll keep you in a trance

You tell them to turn the music up hoping it will overpower your thoughts
And while he stroking that back and forth you find yourself secretly lost

Lost on whether you'll feel something other than lust
Maybe a real connection for once instead of that bust

You're aware of what you're doing
You just don't seem to care
Maybe it's not that maybe it's the truth you're so afraid to bare

Like how you'll never be good enough so you lower your standards
You strip yourself from your clothes then your dignity while he lays your body backward

It feels so right at the moment
But you know it won't be the same after
And while you're sitting there feeling empty
They're laying playing 2k filled with laughter

But don't ever think it's their fault that's how you portrayed yourself to be
They didn't force you to trick yourself into falsely liking them and getting down on your knees

Don't play yourself
Understand your worth
Respect your body
God kept it innocent since birth

Author's Note

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