Can't life be just a dream? (Shortened version)

Here is the shortened version of Can't life be just a dream?

I wish life was only a dream

my mask is falling off piece by piece

friends are starting to see me for me

my eyes are no longer mine, yet they are

how much longer can I keep this charade up 

I want to scream and cry at the same time

but I can't, I have to stay calm and act like nothings wrong

I'm living in a place thats not home, more like a prison 

I just want to leave but people tell me I can't

all these people are holding me back

I don't care anymore who I leave, I just want to...

my friends are falling apart, I am starting to hate my family 

everything is going wrong, yet everything is going right 

I can feel my sanity start to slip through my fingers

I wish life was only a dream and I could wake up at home....

Author's Note

I shortened my other one, and added some stuff. Hope you enjoy some of my deepest thoughts about my life.