Forever Blind

Life was as it should be, what more could one say

It seemed that everything had a purpose for once

Those dreary nights that seemed so meaningless, seemed to fade with every passing minute

The boy who knew himself was no longer sure what he wanted

Why had every ounce of confidence and intelligence faded from his being

The physical and spiritual realms were at continuous war

The sides were no longer clear and ambiguity was ever present

No longer would choices seem so easy to make

Friends and loved ones disappeared and evaporated into the void of complete absence

To feel was an absolute pain in itself and truth was no bandage for the wound

Hate, mistrust, loneliness, and sorrow were rampant and ready to end a tranquil life

Existence was no longer the God given gift that it had once been

Memories were no longer bearable in this Hellish torment that now surrounded

Hope was as scarce as the endangered animals

Sight grew weary and blindness was ensured

This place, this undeniable feeling of self-loathing was all around me

No longer was I able to speak or see clearly

All I could see were the words and actions that would surely do me in

It was demented that I could see my demise, but that I couldn’t stop myself from getting there

Every inch of sanity was ripped from my flesh like a dog devouring its food, but how could I even distinguish demon from dog at this point

Those God forsaken choices all undertaken without the wisdom I needed to see my actions through

 I never understood what I wanted

Now I am lost in the sands of time and space, hoping for a way to recover

Life is not how it should be, I long to fix it and become a master of my fate

For now I remain the blind servant….and life is how it should be.

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[Alpha Moon]

I don't know what to say about it honestly