My Angel of My life

It will be a year of my man's and my self relationship nov 8 2014. This is pretty much how we are with each other and forever will be.

Your The One I Truly Want: 

when we first met 

I was so afraid at first

I lied to protect my self

saying I am talking to Someone

Else. 

When I wasn't I was afraid 

of being hurt at that time

Because I was hurting and

didn't show it deep down

At first I was

upset you would

ask me to hang out

come over for a swim. 

I just wanted to be alone 

I thought I deserved to be alone

Because of all the heartache and issues

with men I been through.

But I realized I have been 

single for 3 years

and you was a good man

I was truly deep down

feeling lonely

I longed for someone

someone to stay 

with forever

even through tough 

times nothing 

would break us apart.

At the time

I thought everything 

any relationship I was in

would always fall apart

and I would never be able to

settle down. 

But I decided to give up

and listen to my heart

and give you a chance

even though I was broken 

We went on a first date

we kissed each other on the first

date and held hands

I felt a connection

I couldn't let you go 

even though I was

afraid. 

But then we started to go on

 a lot of dates after the first

date and then you 

decided to make

it official and so 

here we are

I believe in your promise

I trust you at that

you changed my fear

to love and I return it right

back to you. 

Oh the joy

of feeling loved

the joy of actually

feeling wanted 

and finally to settle 

down for the first

time forever

even though 

we argued

and got mad at

each other

we couldn't

be mad for long

we always tell each other

everything

where we go

what we do

to protect each

other if something did

ever happen

you are the worlds

perfect boyfriend

we never hide 

anything never

keep secrets from each other

because we actually

truly love each other

I do feel like

we are gonna be together forever

because you are the one I want

and the only I will be

with forever

I am loyal and faithful

to only you 

I love you!. 

Author's Note

dedicated to my boyfriend it will be a year nov 8 2014 yay!