My Muse

These are some of my older poems. They're also on my forgotten GaiaOnline account, TheFutureMrsElric.

I hate you
I love you
I gave up on you
But I refuse to let go
Of you
And the pain you've inflicted
And you didn't even try
I didn't know why at first
The reason I won't let go
But now I do
You are my sad inspiration
The reason for my pain
You're not mine
Never have
Never will be
And me being me
A masochist
Takes this pain
And embraces it
No matter how much it hurts
You are my sick little muse
The thorn in my side
But I love every minute of it
I'm pathetic
I know
I'm the wallflower you've always seen
Always talked to
But never knew
And I can't help but to love you
No matter how great the pain