11:20

i want to die

pried my way into a situation

now i have to pull myself back out

tried to change the directions of your tracks

but you're heading somewhere you can't get back from

and you're traveling way too fast

so i'll lay here and wait for you to run me over

because i can't move

and i don't know if i want to

why don't you want me

why don't you want me

why don't you want me

i need to lose some weight

change my entire personality

maybe take a couple drinks

maybe if i start smoking cigarettes

or start listening to the smiths

your rejection is like cuts from a knife

to the fabrication of stability in my life

i think im getting sick of the sight of my own face

and my own hands

and my own legs

please someone take me away