Missed conquest and eternal damnation,
Humanity lost and uncovered once again.
Your heart tied to mine in an iron chain
Doing your best to bring tears to my eyes.
It is you that has done this to me,
You that has saved me when I felt not the need
To be alive to the world once more.
The pain was too much to bear
The written world my only true friend
But here you are lying beside me
In the still of the night all seems clear.
Clear in the essence of beauty.
You are mine, well perhaps it is not so,
Perhaps I am yours?
These words halt and flow
From lips to fingertips wishing to sprout
Forth from the wings that you have given them.
I ask you for forever and you promise it so
But I know not if you truly knew me
You would promise me something untrue.
Honorable and able, those are you names
While mine is all fear and shame,
Shame that I am what I can never be
And you are all that I wish I would always see.
I am here my love, waiting and hoping
That one day you will truly be mine
But before you can promise me this
Or I you for that matter
I must trust myself and I know not how
Without you by my side.