Trying Harder / Seventy Hours

Just a song I thought maybe I could be using for my band. Not sure what you guys think? I'd like to know about your interpretation as well.

Seventy hours are spent on making this 

Tower, who could've possibly 

Be greater than what you are thinking of achieving 

Howard, where is your party 

Gown, they're down the f*****g drain 

Here we become another psycho-maniac again 

Sometimes, I spend too much 

Sometimes, I need your, your rusted eyebrows 

They sweat like mushed mouths 

Sometimes, I regretted all the things I said 

But practice makes it a little bit perfect 

Cause' after all, I'm only trying harder 

Can you fly me a jet suit, I wanna' leave this Earth 

I wanna' be with myself for the most part 

But you are still the fence between me 

And myself 

Why won't you be tumbling down 

I'm only trying harder, I'm only giving Christmas 

But you're still in the way of my plans 

I'm only halfway flattered, ingenuity squandered 

But thanks to you, I'm always back on my two feet 

They should've called me in 

They should've checked me when I called in sick 

They were just sighs and relieves on the deck 

They're sweating in Rome's latest digital tech 

I'm taking points all across the board 

And I felt like I'm still not worthy 

However I've done all that I can 

And I hope this future's pretty 

Only time will tell 

Only I can live in hell 

But pictures aren't really that perfect 

If you ask a black-eyed child 

I'm only doing what I recall 

Not you're favourite anymore 

Do you still remember me 

Or am I just a distant entity 

So here's a present 

Open it up and fathom 

Your dreams collection 

I hope you like them