Random Thoughts in Anger

I wrote this in the midst of a relationship in which both of us were blaming the other for our problems. This is my side of the story.

 

 

An annoyance?

Is that a fact?

Am I really and truly that

to you?

Do I completely bug the hell out of you?

 

Am I a thorn in this glamorous life you wish to portray?

Yet YOU”RE the one that made these promises…

Oh just wait, one more day

I’m doing this for us.

Just us? Or maybe - just you

True?

 

Mmmhmm.?

 

Because if I recall…

Hell yes, I’m going to tell it all…

I remember this every-single-time you called �"

You would say

I haven’t heard from you. It’s been over a week! Why haven’t you picked

up the phone?�™

Oh, no… don’t blame just me, sir. I’m not in this alone.

 

Plenty of times your fingers could have done the walking

But when I phone, you don’t feel like talking

Uh uh, instead you want to toy with me

And when you’re done put me on the back shelf of your mind…carelessly

Until the next week, when maybe,

You

Might

Actually

Think of me.

 

And so…

I’m

Tired of waiting

Checking my ID, anticipating

Going over and over what you’ve said

Debating.

 

Should I stay?

Should I go?

God, girl, stop being so damned weak!

Open your phone…

And press delete.

Author's Note

I appreciate your honesty.

Reviews

[Beautiful Brat]

Definitely holds emotion and attitude. Perhaps go back and add a few things later.