"Preconceived False Intuitive Suicide Love Song"

How being, I supoose, in love with something can have its downsides. Sometimes the mental toll.

"Preconceived False Intuitive Suicide Love Song"

Love is the freezing in your heart,
the fire inside your soul.
No matter what your feeling it never gets old,
undoubtedly the greatest memories are when I
remember you.

I'm shivering cold at 5 am,
I need you to help me stay warm,
sadly I must warn you, I've thought of death too
frequently, because we haven't spoke since
last week.

I'm no psycho, or a crazy obsessed lover
I just want you to say you truly love me
Before I'm six feet under, honestly.
I'm not in as much misery as it seems,
because I know I'll see your face,
eventually.

It's therapeutic writing this, just like when
I painted you that lotus,
I prayed it eased the sadness,
within yourself in that hospital,
I do.

Hide your demons behind those turquoise teal eyes,
when you look at me with them my heart flys,
away from any universe beyond space and time.
It's true, you need someone like me
who truly loves you.

Travel to earths ending for you,
who'd give up gravity and just float
in love with you. Wake up early
immediately thinking of you,
because your love is always glued to my brain.

It's insane to think of this,
but you've dealt with a similar experience.
The thought of suicide tonight,
sounds a little glamorous I'd say.
Your the only one I'd really miss anyway.

No it's just a passing thought,
in a moment it'll soon stop
Never get caught up in the ego
it's the evil back of our third eye.

Realize all the crying and misery
is meaningless. Your the love to me,
unconditionally, aiding my world to see
one step closer to completion.
Or truly just it's wonderful beginning.

Reviews

[MedicalNightmare]

I really enjoyed reading this. I especially love the line about the thought of suicide sounding glamorous in the absence of the only person you'd miss. My favorite thing is when I read someone's writing and they put one of those thoughts you can't explain into perfect words and make it sound beautiful and deep

[Chris Folio]

Thank you very much! I agree totally, for me I couldn't express this how I'd want fluidly in conversation, or to that person I wrote this about, so I find writing really as my catalyst for communication.

[Bare trees]

Being able to write like this gives the freedom to say what you want with no interruptions or judgement. Love is like being lost in a field of flowers sometimes. You can't find a way out no matter how hard you try.

[Ana Papaya]

I can relate to a lit if this. Good one Chris.