To be Truly Happy

What I want and what I need
is never quite what it seems
But what could be and what is
is a piece of perfect bliss

I say to much so I retreat
behind a wall, a shield for me
But I don't like to hide in wait
I miss to much then its too late

So I won't falter, I won't cease
I will not stop, I will not ease,
Until I find what makes me, me
Until I am truly happy