I Miss You NOT

a poem written about 2 years ago i had just had a breakup and thought I'll write something to pull myself up but instead my pen took over and wrote something totally different

When the raindrops drizzle down
And soaks my flowing hair
Upon my saddened face
The water flows as one,
But some salty water's there…
Maybe some speck of dust
That in my eye is caught
Do not think I miss you
B'coz I miss you...NOT

When I lie upon my bed
And twist and turn for rest
Sleep alludes my eyes
Thoughts are playing on my mind,
I am in such unrest
Maybe the day was bad
And with everyone I fought
Do not think I miss you
B'coz I miss you...NOT

When the dish is cooked
And it’s my favourite one
I'm not my hungry self
With thoughtfulness I watch
But I feel like having none
Maybe I burned my tongue
When last I ate too hot
Do not think I miss you
B'coz I miss you...NOT

When I feel a surging pain
And I'm OK I pretend
I concentrate and try to read
All those printed words
But I cannot comprehend
Maybe my glasses then
At home I just forgot
Do not think I miss you
B'coz I miss you ...NOT