Disgusted!

Just blatant expression....

"Love". What are you?

Who are you?

Where do you come from?

Why do You hurt me so,if you say you are real??

You say you are kind and you do not boast...

You say you are what makes the world go around...

 

Well then...

 

Why are u seldom present?

Why does your presence seem to escape my fate?

Why does it seem that you've abandonned your vessels?

Yes,the humans that tread upon earth's lands?

Why have you allowed hatred to overpower your forces?

Your magnificent,comforting,purpose-filled presence?

Why have you abandonned me?

 

It hurts to bring forth your name these days..

What filth!

Such grief...

Total,unadulterated disappointment....

Why have you forsaken me...left me without a hope...

 

I say this not even judging only off my experiences..but those of my family...

Have you cursed us?....a family dominated with strong independent women?

I curse you then!

I curse you with all my might!

You've filled me up with all this compassion...all this "love"..

Yet...you haven't provided the party for me to relay it to.

 

You've given me utter love to pass on to my family...the ones who despise me the most!

Do you take me for a fool?!

Do you anticipate the day I simply quit searching...searching for someone who's emotions are even half as concentrated as mine?

Should I give you that magnificent satisfaction?

 

"Love"...what a distasteful word!

A distasteful emotion

A distasteful way of life

I detest your name...

Like poison in my system,

Like vomit; bringing up everything i've ingested over time...

Just using up all the energy I have...to see it wasted on the floor....

Only to be mopped away...and to be shunned forever more...

 

I despise you...for you have forsaken me...

You've manifested yourself with great falsity in my life...

I curse you...

Damn you...

You're the reason my heart is now cold...

My emotions cease to exist..

All because you've made sure that your residual factors that still dwell within me,blatantly dominate the other emotions...

I am utterly disgusted with your existence...that fails to manifest itself in my life....

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Wanna see your reviews

Reviews

[Lyrical Love]

You have reached into your little basket of tricks with this one...
It's a different voice for you.
It almost seems that you were taken over...
I agree with Luke312. I could feel the bitterness while reading this.
Great expression of a door you want to close.

[luke312]

dark charms way dark a little too dark for my liking it's tough you reached for the darkness within and came up with something that would scare the weak minded very nice

Don't keep it up

Great Poem

[Jason Henry]

as usual, the expression is unaltered and raw and i've always applauded that and i continue to applaud it...but,
i bet if you wrote about happy stuff, your world would change...

[luke312]

Your drowning your self charms your making this experience change you into a cold bitter person you got to let this one go and soon

Excellent expression though great poem