Controlled

My body is numb, the only thing working is my brain. I feel as if I don't control my own body. I feel controlled. Everything is happening randomly. I freeze up, keep my eyes to the screen and type while my mind goes crazy saying things for no reason at all but to show me that it controls me. I can't stop typing. Im fighting it so hard but I can't stop, before I start to type, the joints in my thumbs feels as if their being held down and controlled .. before I start to type it's as if I can't control my own body, I move randomly to show myself that I do control my body but once I start typing I feel stuck again. Something just happened to my body. It started moving as if it was fighting to be free, as if it was yelling for help. I moved my knee so much I felt as if I could hear it breaking oh god what is happening to me.

Reviews

[KeithEBaucum]

Great poem. I know how you feel.

[DookieSmiles]

I feel this in so many different ways. Writers block for one. Stuck doing the same thing possibly? Ill leave you with a little quote of mine. "I wonder if what's keeping me afloat is actually pulling me under?" Keep writing my friend!