Impossible Possibilities

Never Ending.

Damned by happiness,
Another positive future dangled in front of my face,
Like an animal teased I hang my head,
Hang my head and spend my time thinking about these now impossible possibilities.
I lay sleepless every night,
Taunted by what I'll never know.
Haunted by the mistakes I've made,
I wonder where I went wrong.
Why am I surrounded by failure?
Why is it that when I'm doing good everything goes wrong?
Everyday I try to be happy,
Its all I ask to be.
But alas my simple request is too much to ask.
The biggest lie I tell myself is that it gets better..