Life

How I feel about the pain that life has caused me.

Life

Life is not a straight path

The path is very bumpy

Many bumps of life have me so confused

Confused about why

So many people have an easy life

Their life is perfect and they never

worry about anything

Worries fills my head

My head is spinning

around and around

The spinning never stops

I can't stop thinking about my past

My past is very dark and a scary place

Dark and scary place where many secrets are

Secrets about my past are very hard to visit

Visiting them makes me very angry

Angry with many people's

People's like

My Mother

My Father

My Stepdad

My ex's

My Friends

My Family

I really don't understand

Why these people hurt me

and never protected me

They were supposed to protect me from harm

Harm is all they caused

A life I wish I could just forget

Forgetting is the best for my future

My future is very dark and gloom

The darkness is a place where I don't want to be

I don't want to be anywhere where there is pain

All the pain from my past just kills me

 Kills my relationship with everyone

Relationship with others is very hard for me

It's very hard for me to trust anyone

Trust was damaged from my past

The past that I just want to forget

Wishing Forgiving was easier than

Remembering the past 

Past cause too much trouble for me

The trouble that I don't want or need

I really need some hope for a better life

A life where there joy and compassion

Joy and compassion are all I want and need in my life

Author's Note

Please be honest about what you think about the poem.