Hope

Searching for answers

Desperately trying

Seeking some hope

But everyone's lying

Can't find who I am

Don't know anymore

Lost in the storm

Nowhere to go 

Darkness surrounds me

I'm trapped in a mess

Can't find my way out

Walking on glass

Praying everyday

But still I can't escape

God I need your rescue

God I need your grace

I keep messing up

Keep making mistakes

I don't deserve your love

You love me anyways

I'm amazed by your mercy

You saved me from this chaos

God meet me where I am

Hold me in your hand

People tell me it will be okay

But they don't understand

The pain, the hurt, the despair I feel

They say I will be fine

So I build up my walls

And I flash my fake smile

Just to get them off my back

So I can be alone and think for awhile

It comes in waves

This pain that could kill

But I tell myself

One more day, that's the deal

That's the thing with believing 

There's a God out there

It gives me a reason to hope

A reason to climb out of this pit of despair

So I'll keep on believing

It's not my time to give up

There's a light shining down on me

The end of this desolation just showed up