Paranias Speak

=Face the facts, they don't want to talk to you.

-Who would want to talk to you to begin with?

~Yeah, you're totally pathetic. Look at you! You're curled in a ball in the corner rocking back and forth.

=Who wants to be friends with that?

-No one, that's who.

.... Shut up.....

~You wanna know why they aren't answering you?

=Do you?

-You do, we know you do. There's no use hiding it.

~They hate you. They think you're a little baby.

=They think you are useless and stupid.

-They think like she does and she hates you.

=That's right. She doesn't want you around.

~She and all your so-called friends want you to disappear from their lives.

Shut up.

=I can't blame them.

-Me either.

~You are a wreak.

=All broken inside.

-And ugly, don't forget ugly.

~If you were pretty they could ignore your faults.

=Too bad you aren't pretty.

I told you to shut up.

~I can't see how anyone can stand to be around you.

=Or sit next to you in class.

-Or even pretend to like you.

=They are some really good people.

~They have to be, to put up with you.

-And you're silly enough to have dreams! And goals!

I told you to f*****g shut up!

=What are you doing dreaming?

-It's not like you'll ever succeed.

~You are a failure, just like your mother.

SHUT THE F**K UP!!!

-You shouldn't punch yourself like that.

=Don't even try to help her.

~Maybe she can beat the stupid out of herself.

=-~Ahahahaha!!

-What ya gonna do?

=You can't do s**t.

~You are completely helpless. You have no power.

=Or luck.

-Or future.

~You're a lost cause and you know it!

BE QUIET!!!! SHUT UP!!

-Oh, look, she's crying again.

=Ew. She looks so gross.

~Not a pretty crier.

=Not a pretty anything.

-At least her outsides match her insides.

=True. That's why she's always alone.

~Who would want a broken toy?

LEAVE ME ALONE!! SHUT UP!

-She's so depressing. It's.....depressing.

=And nauseating.

-But she doesn't deserve to be happy.

=That's very true. She should suffer.

~You guys wanna know the worst part?

=-Yes.

~We're not even real! We're just little voices in her head!

-Heehee. She's a loon!

=She needs to be locked up and away in a room where she doesn't interrupt peaceful life.

~My thoughts exactly.

GO AWAY! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!

-You are stupid.

=Ugly.

~Useless.

-Annoying.

=Whiny.

~Unloved.

..... Please...... Just go away.........

=-~Ahahaha!

=Have fun being miserable!

-You should just off yourself, you know.

~We'll be back soon, darling.

............ Damn you............ Damn me............. I just want to be left in peace........... Why can't they stop................. It hurts........... It isn't fair.......... It isn't true.......... God, don't let them be right............. Please.............. Please?

Author's Note

Yeah. It's said what parania does to someone, expecally when they are depressed or sad to begin with.

Reviews

[Moalix]

Forget that, I am pretty sure that everyone has that conversation with them selves to some degree. I have written something along these lines but you wrote it much better than mine. Awesome Write Darling! XD love you!

P.S. Wouldn't it be Paranoia?...*cough* sorry I'm such a bugger about spelling..but seriously I am your own personal spell check

[Fear Corrupts!]

Ha, this is great.
You've probably just created a conversation that about 1 in every 10 teenagers have with themselves daily.
Self doubt, confidence, integrity, etc.

Good Write,

Molly*