My final cry

"Take your life, take it tonight

Join me, be the queen, you don't need light

take it tonight"

Nonstop whispers

He's getting into my head

I wish I was dead

I breathe in and fall down

with everything spiraling around

I grab the knife

It's the gateway from the pain 

I feel so insane

No longer am i controlling my brain

 

When all my love crashes down

Dissected from my heart

Promise me one thing

I'll find my soul

I'll know i'm there

My destination

I was the lost 

I was the abandoned 

I was the abused 

The forgotten and the broken

Now

Just let me rest