Landscapes

Buses calling,
I am a falling I can't step forward.
There's no light here, just a story
forever it repeats with no warning.

And if you try to think that it will turn out alright,
you will be in for a surprise.
We all get one chance to be what we want to be,
and if you fall back there's no getting on your feet.

Don't believe me?
Then that's fine you see,
I'm not someone who's going to dictate what to be.
I feel like that's okay but its killing me inside,
so far I'm the one who's left behind.

I tried to be what I could,
I tried to stand with you,
I tried to listen to reason
but reason was just so obvious.
I tried to hear you out,
but let me tell you something about...

Waking up in a cold sweat,
legs feeling so damp.
The dryness of my mouth and the headaches seem to drown
any hope there is for sleep.
And I just wanted to share with you,
what I am thinking, but you won't respond to me,
and I can't make this any better.