The cosmic joke is on me !

Depression I guess ..........

Stuck in a cycle 

but do I really give a michael 

or do I like what I keep what I hold 

the secreats untold 

the looser vows 

the sub conscious howls 

the protection 

the never ending ercection 

the walls 

the caves 

the shaming games 

stuck in a f*****g cycle but do I f*****g give a michael 

hold me deep 

keep me low 

hold my beath 

kill me slow 

f**k my anus 

slash my neck 

rape my mother 

and kiss my chase

stuck in a f*****g cycle but do I give a michael 

dirty b***h 

silly w***e 

mans domination 

the womans a w***e 

powerless cant catch the breath 

gasping for air 

she needs a rest!

Get me out 

get me out , im desperate please !!!

Stuck in a cycle but do I really give a michael....

Michael is real micheal is me michael is living inside of my knee 

no one can see him not even me ....

im so lost 

im so lost 

 

even the mirror has given up and left me 

thinks im a dumm a*s .....

Author's Note

First draft ...