Demons beside me

Im broken inside
Dead and alive
A soul and a shell
Living in hell
Emotions either to much
Or nothing, f**k.
I need some balance
Council with out malice.
I need help but never call out.
I'm going to sit here
Watching the rear mirror
My demons buckled in back.
Without words to dissipate
I'm keeping them safe
Like an incantation invoking
A barrier of protection
When you try and speak
It makes you feel weak
So you sit in silence
They move to the passenger
Your car fills with laughter
They are your friends in a way
Thoughts are only company in silence.
You accepted their purpose
Without a hesitation
You let them drive you.
But they really don't like you.
So in the end
Your body a tragic scene
Body wrapped around a tree.