Life goes on

Sad, scared, alone, needy

These are emotions I feel on a daily basics

Sad they don't understand 

Scared they'll get fed up 

Alone because there never there for me and

Needy because I relapse i'm human it happens 

Screaming out loud but it seems no one hears

I'm left to dry my own damn tears

Facing my demons one day at a time

Just waiting for my self destruct the day i will die

When that day comes they'll all cry for me

And i'll look and say you were never there for me

All i had was songs and they were good enough for me 

Britt Nicole assured me that when i cry god wipes away all my tears

And therefore my heart holds no fear the band perry

Said once self destruct hits they'll figure out

My puzzle bit by bit put the pieces together 

And figure me out yup i'm suicidal now you know

What the songs were about the pictures i drew and

The things that i wrote if you would have paid attention

Earlier I wouldn't be on the end of this rope 

But all is good and all is well just hope ill be seeing you 

All not so soon but for now farewell