I often feel alone within crowds of people too, so I'm happy to say that you aren't the only one. I always feel so...out of place whenever in a crowd...like I'm supposed to be loud & chattering like everyone else when all I want is to run away and simply be in silence with myself. Im not one for constant noise or constantly being around people, it seems to drain me. I need my space & solitude from time to time. Great poem & it perfectly describes the emotions of social anxiety. I'm glad I can relate to this!
Great capture of silently screaming in a crowd of people. I really like the intelligence you used to write this. It might need more it feels unfinished slightly.