empty

everything has collapsed 

where am i supposed to go

my life has no purpose

 

i see the world around me

but it holds no purpose

everything was wrong

 

in my desperation i tried to escape

i fell into nothingness

but i could not find my way out

 

i returened to the place i had left

only to find my nothingness

a broken remainder of what was

 

nothing was right

nothing ever will be

my escape could not save me

 

i am alone

more then ever before

i could never escaped

 

i have become lost in my desperation

i try to escape and instead sink deeper

where can i go

 

i cannot leave

but i cannot stay

i have nothingness alone

 

i try to live in my nothingness

empty and alone i make my way through the ruins

broken i cannot continue

 

when everything is over

i will remain in my nothingness

remaining empty for eternity

 

death will not take me

i beg and plead for the nothing to end

but life will not release its hold

 

every day and every second i take

my desperation to escape grows

i try again to flee

 

i lose myself in the blackness

i cannot find the end

but i am not at the beginning

 

days or weeks or years may pass

i cannot find the end

but my despration has gone

 

i do not feel alone

i finally feel together

the pieces that were broken have come back

 

i am not free from the nothingness

but i can finally see the end

it welcomes me and i am finally free

 

in life i was broken

in nothingness there was only desperation

but in death i am finally free

Author's Note

....0_o.........too morbid?

or not........?

Reviews

[Rachael]

this is really good!
not too morbid, if it is what you feel.
I can relate really well at this point, and you expressed it very well.
Nice job.
~Rach