Dear Kortni.

I miss you, Damn it!!!!

Dear, Kortni…

 

     I on no account will experience that this letter has reached its distention by means of catching up with you. But, I’ve been thinking. (mostly of you). You were my first love -- still my only love -- Though no one else has hurt my heart or soul the way you did that day… Just two phones, one call, two broken harts. I will never understand why you called it off with me, however, I am learning to deal with the pain.

     You and I seemed to have such a fun time together-- the long night talks, the texting walks. I had dreams --big dreams, too. Building a house, being published with you. Watching our kids grow up with the house in the tree out back. I’m sorry, each night I was stupid, nothing would do me but to fight. I was scared of loosing you-- in the end I lost more then you, and I’m sorry.

     If there were a God, I did pray to him. I asked him you’d find someone better. Someone to protect you-- I see my prayers were fore-filled. You did find someone, (not me though) who made you happy--even though you still missed me. I sat alone wondering how we could have worked. Something just a little nuked.

I by no means blamed you for moving on, I would have done the same, if I had been you. I’m sorry we’re though. In my heart, a broken crack shall remain, just to remind me you just the same.

     I’m sorry,

     Kortni. (Just plane me)

     Where ever you are, I hope you still know I love you..

~S. D. Blankenship

Author's Note

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[futurepast.]

Such a heartfelt piece, and I guess because I could totally relate. The one I had the biggest dreams with broke with me on the phone as well. And it is hard to see all your dreams just shatter in a second, and worst of all, seeing the one you love with someone else. The pain could be felt within these lines. Stay strong. Hope.

[Senzieser]

I'm sorry Shawn... She has no idea what she gave up... A love this strong can never hold itself together.

-Senzieser.